We all got Demons
- thehoneybunnyblog
- Aug 23, 2017
- 4 min read
I have been trying to decide what this new chapter of my life actually means....... And well I've come to this conclusion ......no matter what you keep on fighting. I'm hoping this will be an inspirational piece for a lot of people because yes we all face different demons but the common thing is we all got demons. Whether they are insecurities, depression, anxiety, never quite feeling you are on the right path, we have to put up the biggest fight you can. And let me tell you sometimes you going to feel like the fight isn't making a difference but honey's it is.
The reason that it is so important to fight your inner demons is because you will become stronger and stronger and more confident because you're actually battling the small voice in your head that seems to have tremendous power and is always telling you that you're not good enough. Let's face it, you are good enough, and you will always be, don't ever forget that. When you are fighting it on the inside its actually going to make a difference in your day to day life, because of the inner strength you have you will find your stronger when making choices and dealing with situations that before you found difficult. So let's fight together, I am constantly battling mine, and because I want you guys to fight, I'm going to share with you some of my demons and why I fight even when I feel like laying in bed and crying. My fun loving demons haha well I have that inner voice that literally loves to tell me I'm nothing, I don't matter, the world would be better off without me, and what makes my fun loving demons more fun is actually the meds I take on a daily basis have effects on your emotions. So what I'm trying to say is that in my case is amplifies my feelings so sadness, anger, happiness and nervousness all take fun turns at being completely out of character. And I find my self in circles going over and over how I'm feeling and I feel like I can't actually escape the loop. Sadness and anger tend to make me feel so out of control I just want to honestly lay in my bed and give up. And at first I used to give up but now I do not.
I grab my head phones, plug in some music and go walking with my dogs until the feelings have been sorted in my head into the boxes I put them in.Even running or dancing something to actually take my mind off why I am feeling like that. Because we do no give up lovelies, never because if you give up a few times you will be giving up for the rest of your life and we aren't going to do that. We are fighters strong independant and we must fight for what we belive in. And fight for ourselfs and the people we love. Also another wonderful thing that helps me with my demons is having friends who truly understand the demons everyone faces and having a safe place of no judgement to talk them out in, being able to rely on support from friends makes alot of difference. Knowing I had a safe place to air out my feelings helped me face them and having the support of wonderful people is always a blessing. The support of wonderful friends makes all the differnce in any point in your life, I am blessed to have some of the most amazing people in my life supporting me, helping me pick myself up when I am feeling down. And would fight tooth and nail for me if I was in danger. I would go to the ends of the earth and futher for them, and break all the laws in order to protect them.
My amazing support system before and since being epileptic has been absoutley incredible, I am beyond blessed to have such amazing people in my life, and help me get through my hardnest battle yet, which honestly I still struggle with but I know I have friends and family I can confide in and there is always a solution you just have to be open to finding it. This post is dedicated to my amazing family & friends, who have supported me, held my hand while I cried, been my sounding board, listen to me scream about situations I have found myself in, and always finding a way to make laugh and smile. Making me get out of my comfort zone and experiancing life to the fullest. Thank you for always giving me the best advise, talking on the phone with me for hours, and being constants in my crazy life. A girl couldn't ask for better people in her life. You are my rocks in the storm.
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