The Girls <3

The whole purpose of this post is to talk about those few friends you have had in your life you don't remember life really without them in it ? I have a few of those I am very lucky I know, but the one who has been in my life the longest and well I don't see me life without her at any point hahaha, that is Robbie, we met when we were like 11? 12? well we have been friends ever since, I don't think we have actually ever had a full on argument, but I know we have had moody spells with each other hahaha. She is the person I can sit in silence with and it be normal, there is zero pressure for anything, she knows me as well as I know myself and I am the exactly the same with her. It's strange we have always had each other, we don't have to constantly talk to make our friendship work, we send each other memes, I like all of her pictures she likes all of mine and if we need to talk to each other we find time, we don't message each other unless its something we need to get off our chests right at that moment, but generally we Skype instead and we discuss EVERYTHING, nothing is off topic for us. She is my soul sister , we could Skype for hours and hours and we have done. She is my sounding board for everything in my life, she is the first person to ever read my writing, she is the person who would do anything to make me smile if I'm not having a good day, she can pick me off out of the darkness, and I can do the same for her.

We are close to the point that I call her grandparents Grandma & Grandpa & Gran, her family completely adopted me into their core her mum calls me her other daughter even though she has 2 already and her brothers and other sister see me as their other sibling.

I can actually describe what it means to me to be involved in this beautiful family.

Robbie has always called me Rai and the only people that call me Rai are my family which includes Robbies and very very close friends. We have been on holidays together with each others family, she is the person I can have marmite and cheese sandwiches with, and drink so much tea with hahaha and when we are together well we can put away alcohol like no one else the last time it was 2/3 bottles of wine plus a full bottle of rum. One of our other special things we only do together is eat fab ice creams and watch sex and the city. She is honestly my oldest and dearest friend, we are born 10 days apart, we have the same initials, she is just a incredible person who I love crazy amounts.

The next amazing person I would like to talk about is Gemma, we have known each other a really long time too, we had an instant connection, that has lasted from secondary school to now, we are always sending each other snap chats, texting, or being silly, she has been a really rock for me in so many ways she gives me confidence because she is such a real and amazing person filled with beauty inside and out!. She is one of the strongest people I know, and she doesn't let anything get her down. Gemma would drop anything to make sure i was ok even though we live in different countries. She understands that you can just have a bad day and it doesn't matter what you do she accepts it and understands.

She is a role model for me in so many ways, I am blessed to have such a wonderful person in my life and who loves to travel and come visit me, and when i go home to England she's there waiting with lots of amazing goodies and tons of love. She is fierce strong beautiful and bubbly and full of energy. She is one of a kind and I'm so blessed she's one of my closest friends.

Then we have my boo ( Viola) she is just wow, she has been there for me through thick and thin, for over three years, we have experienced so much together, festivals, beach days, trips downtown, chilling, shopping, cooking and nights out. When I was sick she dropped everything on christmas day to come and see me in hospital, and brought me a chai latte to cheer me up, her and her mum are the most amazing incredible wonderful people I have ever met in my life. When I was still really sick and I needed to get away from my home for a break, Viola was there. Her and her mum opened up their home to me and took care of me, she is always there to tell me everything will be ok. She is one of the kindest, sweetest, gorgeous sisters a girl could have. she is full of sunshine just like her gorgeous mum. They are the most loving people I have ever met. Viola is one of a kind person, who loves the ones she cares about crazy amounts, and thankfully I am one of those lucky few. She is truly a soul sister <3 I love you boo,

The Ying to my Yang, the Cristina to Mer, my twisted sister hahaha totally greys obsessed, Kimmy, we met about 5 years ago I think, and we have been through a lot : break ups, lots of watching new girl together, many rocky horror picture shows, too many drunk nights, being each others person through lots, we have done so many things together. She encourages me to step out of my comfort zone, and live life to its fullest. She doesn't judge me no matter what stupid choice I have made in the past, she's defended and protected me, and I have done the same for her. She is so special, she is the person I can watch harry potter again and again with. We can watch anything together, we both have a crazy love for bacon and burgers hahaha. Also she makes the best coffee ever, She loves Skins as much as I do, plus we share a netflix account hahaha. She is the person who I have done way to many jello shots, and if i hadn't have met Kimmy there would be a really empty space with out her in my life.

Cloe, Gaby & Angie are my crew, they just understand everything on a totally different level, we all support each other no matter what, We all have our crosses to bare but if one of us struggles the others are there to help. They have been pillars of strength for me, they encourage me to be fierce and strong and to concur the world. When you want something you don't let anything stand in your way, they make me step out of my comfort zone and experience new things and be spontaneous and to listen to what the universe has to say. They have listen to me cry, scream with anger, and they are still there to listen when I'm finding things hard, they are so special, they are my partners in crime, they are my cooking partners whether its cake or pita chips or just chilling and watching Planet Earth, they are my girls.

Rachel I have known about a year or more and she is one of the most genuine kind down right incredible loving person, when she cared about you she will give you everything. She is my confident, she gives the most amazing advise, and is always there to make me smile. She will talk with me about the random things that make life work. And experiences everyone has share. She is the person who understands exactly what I'm going through, because we have experienced a lot of the same things. To me she is a constant ray of sunshine, that I need forever in my life.

Erika well she is someone incredibly special loving kind, the gentlest person I have ever met she is full of love to give out to everyone. She is the sweetest person, all she wants is to see the beauty in the world. And she wants to make the world beautiful. She is beautiful inside and out.

Kylie is well my troublemaker, I adore her, she's my other partner in crime, she is the younger wilder version of me, and I understand her on a special level hahahaha, we watch tv shows together, screaming at the tv, whether its a dance show or the bachelor hahaha or greys or Chicago Fire, she is there to listen to me cry, she can pull me out of my panic. We FaceTime a lot instead of texting in fact I generally FaceTime her from her balcony hahaha. I would drop everything to get to her, she is my little one. We bonded over having dance parties together being silly, getting ice cream and I am able to give her my advice in a sisterly way. <3

Finally we come to the last soul sister Lauren, where to begin when describing this absolutely phenomenal dynamic sister. Not only is she full of sunshine and she is the person I look up to; she is a role model for everyone, she's beautiful and her personally matches the the beauty on the inside and out. She brings out the best in everyone she comes across, I am so blessed to have a friend so honest and encouraging and makes me remember to enjoy life to its fullest and not to let anything get me down, because its not worth it. We have been friends for almost 4 years, we met at a festival in Toronto through mutual friends and we have been friends ever since, we party together, shop together, she was the first person to visit my apartment in lachine and she's always been a constant in my life, and I can't thank her enough for being such an incredible person and friend.

I'm hoping they won't mind being talked about, but I want to show you how important soul sisters are to your life, I'm completely blessed to be around such inspiring women who bring out the best in everyone they meet. Thank you for all the amazingness you bring into my life on a daily basis.