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The Summer of Love?

thehoneybunnyblog
Sep 22, 2017
3 min read

Can you believe summer is coming to an end ? Where did it go ? Why can't I go with it ? Why did it go so fast ? Is it me or does love become so much more 'desirable' in summer, its like everyone seem's to find love or relationships during the summer ? Maybe because everyone seems to be looking their best for the summer months ? Any way from this singletons point of view EVERYONE seems to have someone hahaha, I'm like standing with my drink watching all these couples in various stages of love and I'm slightly jealous because I mean who doesn't want love or a relationship? I do want it, but if there is anything I have learnt over the last few years is it will happen when its right. I think everyone has those moments when your looking around and feeling like your the only person in the world thats not moving forward romantically, whether people are starting relationships, moving in together, getting married or having babies. Everyone's making big life choices and your there trying to decide 'What should I make for dinner ? What should I watch on Netflix ? So many options'. I think a lot of people feel this way, I know I do, and I know from speaking to other people that they feel exactly the same way. It's a very scary feeling because you feel like your not living up to the same standards as everyone else, its a scary feeling.

I am jealous of those couples, I want to have someone that I can share everything with, go to my favourite festivals and explore lots of new things with. Take pictures with, hold hands with, share my poutine with hahaha, also go to the gym with, cook with, watch Big Bang Theory with and New Girl. Who shares the same hobbies as me (hahaha) and also very importantly loves dogs as much as me & someone who encourages me to be the best version of my self and who I can do the same for. I want someone to value the things that make me different. And can help me deal with the insecurities I battle in my head on a daily basis, who will be my rock in the storm. And I want to be someones rock and help them achieve everything they want from life & more. As you can tell I'm a slight romantic, but I want to build and share my life with someone important. For me yes I want to get married and have all the people I love around me but what I'm more excited about than that is having a home that I decorated with my person. Its filled with pictures and memories from our time together, theres a great outside area for relaxing and BBQing, huge kitchen, our dog is running around our garden, and the living room is a comfy area with a huge sofa, pillows, soft blankets (the perfect snuggle location) and a big tv system to watch movies, tv shows, sports. And our house would be the place where all our friends would come to relax after work, because I'm that kind of person and I can only imagine my husband would be the same way. hahaha but I'm getting a head of myself again hahaha first you have to wait for the right guy to come along.

I do want what those couples have, I really do, but I know better than to rush life at its natural process, if you try and force it, it won't work, you have to let life show you the path when your ready. As everyone tells me it will happen when you least expect it. Which I think must be true, but this year honestly has been me focusing on getting myself back to 100% which I am, I haven't had time to focus on anything else hahaha, so maybe this means love could be right around the corner for me? hahahaha who knows, I'm sure it will hit me when I least expect it.